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Joined: Oct 2005 Gender: Male  Posts: 2 Location: Hampshire Karma: 0 |  | Night of the 16th December, Approx 11.50pm « Thread Started on Jul 4, 2007, 10:10am » | |
Tried to get to the Astral and used method of climbing up a ladder through to the light at the end. I envisaged a hand holding my hand, helping me up. I climbed for ages, the ladder kept getting higher and higher. I decided to sit at the top. I was at the top darkness was all around but it didn't worry me. I sat at the top and decided to be in the moment to try to stop the zillions of thoughts rushing through my head and distracting me. I consciously became aware of my breathing, it didn't matter I hadn't got to the light at the top of the ladder which I couldn't see anyway. T became aware of a heartbeat and a frequent clicking sound by my left ear which was on the pillow. I saw an image of Azon, just his face, I doubted what I saw was him, he went, I relaxed again and decided not to doubt what I saw. I saw Azon, he seemed a little different to how I remembered him, his hair was thicker and whiter and shining and looked very silky. I tried to hold the image, and it changed to me sitting alongside of him, on his left while he was embellishing a letter in a book. He was using a fine paintbrush and started to outline a "O" all I could see was the paintbrush and the "O" which was being painted over and over again, faster and faster, it was almost feverish and ended up like a child's attempt at a "0". I pulled away mentally saying "stop it". In front of my eyes appeared a golden rod, it was corkscrewed, it seemed familiar, I thought it's like a fairground ride thing. Instantly I was riding a horse on a roundabout, "Why am I here"? I asked, Someone replied "here for the ride". I thought maybe I'd created the roundabout from the golden rod and that maybe my opinions where getting in the way.
The roundabout was gone,, there was a thick glove made of metal stuff it had an arm, a body and a head attached to it. It was a person in full body armour, he wore a helmet and chain mail, very fine you couldn't see through the mesh. I felt like my head was hurting, not a headache, just pressure, I requested that the discomfort stopped, The Knight in very Unshining armour, whirled around and was on horseback galloping away from me, my head felt like it was being crushed, I wondered if that's how the Knight died, I then had a vivid impression of my head being cut or smashed, exposing the brain, (wonderful colours!) that's enough . I thought this is what happened to the man, and now I know, Everything changed there was a cute little brown girl, her hair in bunches wearing a red cardigan. She had her arms on a desk and her head resting on them, she seemed a little sad. She spoke to me, something about the world? how it doesn't have to be this way?, I can't remember now, this young girl was the brightest image I had, I had a sudden awareness that trying to be in the Astral plane wasn't how to communicate, The Astral is for *My Questions, My Answers* Where as this awareness is for others, but this was not in words, more in feelings, If I want to communicate with my guide, spirit, etc. It's not going to be while I'm asleep it's more useful if I'm awake.
At that point I think I fell asleep, I don't know whether I climbed the ladder or not. I feel to develop psychically and learn, I just have to be still.
At some point, I think before the roundabout ride, I had hundreds of fine threads coming out of my body and meeting and vibrating against millions of other threads coming from other people and other things, the threads were quivering and seemed to be reaching out growing longer and longer. Someone said " We are all individual fibres in the fabric of life, we are all woven together. melody@earth-spirit.org.uk
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